Memory making and 14 year old me!
... The 2nd December!! My 41st birthday...
I've been a little pre occupied with other things to bother much with my birthday on the run up to it, but as usual I was spoilt by those around me never the less .
I spent a glorious day in London the day before with Steve and the kids , lol (Danny and Becky). I was Spoilt with time and memory making !! Thank you my special ones xxx
Today, the 3rd December, is the 27th anniversary of my father's death . Thoughts of daughterly love are always with him and particularly on this day.
This year feels different...I have cancer and I need him ... Like my 'squirrel ' encounter my senses are magnified and I'm taken back to '14 year old me' and the intense loss I felt at the age when I lost him.
There are a few private tears from the '14 year old me' today; and now I carry on with the strength and fortitude he gifted me and the love he left behind .
Your determination and positivity will see you through this and firmly root you in the happy and healthy 50% Lotsa love x
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